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Really, almost a year since my last journal?
Well it's been a rough year and a specially rough month.
Last night was torture, the veil was so perfectly thin, I could hear them calling, asking me to join them.
Maybe I should've, it might have been better.
Hopfully things will get better as the veil closes again....
On a melancholy note, my dear Russian blue dissapeared in may and in my heart i felt him die...
We got two kittens who helped me heal a bit.
I've been single for a long while now and I hate it... nobody to hold me, nobody to comfort me. Jona tries but he's far and has Liza now.
Hope everyone has had a better year than me.
Love and Light, Blessed be.
Well it's been a rough year and a specially rough month.
Last night was torture, the veil was so perfectly thin, I could hear them calling, asking me to join them.
Maybe I should've, it might have been better.
Hopfully things will get better as the veil closes again....
On a melancholy note, my dear Russian blue dissapeared in may and in my heart i felt him die...
We got two kittens who helped me heal a bit.
I've been single for a long while now and I hate it... nobody to hold me, nobody to comfort me. Jona tries but he's far and has Liza now.
Hope everyone has had a better year than me.
Love and Light, Blessed be.
Confident
Okay so i'm feeling weirdly confident and crazy.
Went to a funeral yesterday, but I was looking like a bombshell, skintight red miniskirt, black longsleeved ruffle shirt, kneehigh black stockings, heels etc.
Had to get some groceries afterward and met this really attractive guy, he actually asked me to go for coffee with him, gave him my number and said that we could chat about it, he lives close to me at least
Dead to most
Ugh, I really hate days like the last few.
Work is killing me, Friends are abandoning me and Family are irratating me to death.
I just wish I had better friends........
I'm going out of my damned mind, nobody to talk to, nobody that visits me, I could just as well be on another planet.
So far so good
Okay, so things have been a little hectic in the last few months, I turned 21 in Jan and have been partying up a storm since then, getting home after midnight almost every friday night (completely drunk).
I've changed alot and I like the new me, I'm much more cheerful, the depression that's been plagueing me since I was 19 has completely left.
Fear is a thing of the past as well and all my rage I've been letting out in my ballet and yoga.
I've lost alot of weight and I'm getting toned and fit
That's all I can think of to write now, but I might be back next week or so, or maybe only in a few months again, we'll see how it goes
Bye bye fo
Change
So times change and people change. I've decided to take control of myself, I left my bf and I've decided to embrace the Goddess. I've been trying out a few spells but it doesn't seem like they've worked. I'll keep trying though. I've also been noticing how cute the guys I know are but I don't think more will come of them. The only man that will always be by my side is my familiar, my little Russian blue cat Tarzan whom I love to pieces. Hope everyone has an awesome and blessed day filled with love and light. Blessed be
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