My Hands Smell Like Death by seaboundstars, literature
Literature
My Hands Smell Like Death
In butchered French,
you called me "mon petit papillon"
and fabricated a throne
until I became your consort.
Unwilling vows held under
jagged, diamond rings.
"But I don't want you. I don't want you."
I was too far gone when
I autopsied your words:
extracted the sternum
of their syllables,
measured their morphemes,
and tested their roots.
Lightweight mesh may hold
the delicate life of
a butterfly, but I am
fangs and claws, matted fur,
and bloodied paws.
You dissected me, but you never
could remove my savagery.
I am cleaning up,
eyes fixated on red
and realize that
bleach reminds me of you--
it smells of death.
the aesthetic of being sundered by seaboundstars, literature
Literature
the aesthetic of being sundered
i had picked up my favorite
vase, thin fingers
sliding across painted sides,
when i realized we are the same.
we are too feeble, too exquisite
for we are composed of ceramic.
i am calm when the vase
peppers the floor, its
sharp edges approaching my feet.
but i am not done.
the slick red contrasts
with the light grey and i
am careful to remove every trace.
"we are broken," i say
"but we can be repaired for
gold dust will seal our
fragmented frames and emphasize
that this is a minuscule event.
we have use yet."
I sit at the hearth, in some rat filled tavern. I drown my sorrows in the vinegar that the man behind the bar dares to call wine. I am numb to the world. The tides sings in my veins but I ignore it. Another night passes and I have not moved from my seat. People in the room stare furtively through the hearth smoke, and whisper that I am not of this world. The barman keeps them from me for the moment, for he is well paid in forgotten coins. My reverie is interrupted by a sailor, the wine heavy on his breath. He suggests obscenity and I ignore him. He reaches for my arm and I flee the tavern, his face a picture of shock at my dissolution. I seek